There is nothing more to hope
Not much left to love
Too tired today to hate
Too exhausted to care

You might think you can read through me
Through my transparent porcelain skin
But all you'll see is a world that's dead
Beyond the pale, everything is black

Blue eyes hiding an ocean of tears
Grey shades reflecting the nothingness
I might be infinitely empty
But I'm not naive, I'm not dumb

Though I've been dazzled by the past
I'm disillusioned but not blind
I watch the masquarade and see the lies
But I'm not part of the spectacle anymore

I'd love to live this lie
Like I can't see clear in distortion
But I'm too fatigued for the pain
Just like my soul has been drained

I look at my heart and remember
The second that it's born
It began to burn out
Now it's on its way to die

I wish I could believe in this
But I can't believe in the things
That don't believe in me
'Cause I'm not waiting for a miracle

If you play a game
Expect to get caught in it
We cannot always be the master
And Fate likes to slain us better

The venom is running through my veins
I'm poisoned by my own blood
Bad Karma asthma assaulting
I'm asphyxiated by contaminated oxygen

There is no cure for what is killing me
I'm trapped in this evilish cycle
Thought I could get rid of my chains
I guess the ache has no mercy for the damned

I don't know if I still feel
I can't focus on the hurt
Though it looks so real
Maybe I'm already dead...